Nobody Knows

This is a song that has always meant something to me, for reasons I will not go into. This is just some of the lyrics that seem to fit right now.

"Nobody Knows" by Kevin Sharp

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
But these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get,
You could ask my heart
Just like a jugsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now, you know,
I'll be loving you still

And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me